I'm writing you this letter, maybe now you'll care

emotionless. bring me the new.

new friends, new music. letsa do it, now.

my sense of reality is up in the air...

what is real?

"...White House links Iowa floods to global warming."

By goly, the right hand men of the world are admitting global warming is real? Shit. Well, that doesn't doing anything. After viewing this yahoo video newsclip... the irony of it all is that we destroy ourselves. There is not much time left, our deathclock is rising.

i have been studying hours of charles manson interviews and footage. the man was nothing short of brilliant, it is just to bad he can't convey his throughts accordingly, and remain sane.

thankfully I don't miss your skin
or the way that you always have something to say

'The American Red Cross said Monday its disaster relief fund has been completely spent, and the agency is borrowing money to help flood victims throughout the Midwest.'

Ha. Disgusting, funny, and jaw dropping. You still think we live in the best country in the world?

The feeling is unexplainable. The pain, rushing to one area. The pulling, the tearing, the ripping.

I needed this, it was the only way to unleash the beast that awaits in left field.

10 months vegetarian. now we move on... 2 days vegan.

I can feel this summer will be the most life altering.

to be great is to move on, to move on is to go forward, to go forward is to return.

I was born amongst the 'lost generation'.

that i will find enlightenment

i still believe.

things are so much clearer now.

past week has been a trip, and eyeopener.

leveling out, finding that balance again.

look out for light years in summer 2008, you have been warned.

this semester needs to end already.

Not all technology is brain frying and turns you into a conforming drone.

I just bought a guitar amplifier that hooks up to my computer. The damn thing can be controlled by it's own computer program. You can store/make all your own settings, and it's all digital baby. Wacky, wacky, wacky.

i can almost drive with the windows down. spring come to me...

for once i feel like i'm doing the right thing.

If you are in the search of listening to new music, i suggest picking up the CD 'Loveless' by My Bloody Valentine. Enjoyable, seminal, and timless music that will put your mind at ease, I promise :) I personally picked up the record this holiday season, and the title of the band is most fitting to their music. Their sound gives me images of a pop-song being submerged in a lake of blood.

This past week i felt like time has sped up. Yes, i know it was daylight savings time, but the whole past week or so has zipped by. Could be the studying and time spent agonizing mid-terms, or just me doing some soul-searching. Situations like this make me feel as though some periods of time are sped up while others are slowed down. Ahhhh time travel, parallel universes, things we will never understand. What could have been, what never will.